If Only You Could See Me

If only you could see me...

From distance

If only you could see me...

Freeze outside, deep crack inside

If only you could see me...
Those effortless efforts

Those 6 years I've been through

Without you see me

If only you could see me...

I will probably be in a wedding dress

With someone next to me

Not you?

After all this time, I'm invisible to you

I wish I could see you

A birthday wish

Even Santa refuse to give

And by clock goes tick-and-tock

Time runs

One wish that I've never had..

You see me, exist

--A.M.

Remembering those days I spent in Bandung to attend Pasar Seni ITB 2014. This city absolutely creates memories upon the boundaries. Couldn't help myself for not booking a ticket and being there with a hope that I could meet.. someone. 

I risked myself. My feelings (as it was my dream campus), my heart, my... feet. I know, that was stupid. 

Accompanied by some pretty loyal friends, we walked down the campus. Among the crowd. I always hate crowd. Well, after all, I've controlled my biggest hatred tho'! Unfortunately, I didn't meet or even see. YEAH. 

But at least, I still could learn one thing: work hard, pray harder. And I let myself to cherish my little effort as well. 'Till we meet again...? Cheers! :) xx